its strange cus i dont ever feel like im "good" at this game. but at the same time i know i can pick up some mechanics after just seeing them a handful of times. but thats also why i get so bothered by mechs that i just cant figure out at all

tbh i dont have any self confidence and lately ive been struggling even more than normal with feeling like i dont belong, but then doing silly farms and actually clearing is kinda countering that. even with just being video game nonsense i guess i just dont know how to react to it at all