this was mid 22 to 23, then ive broke out of it and found someone i wanted to be with it, without going into much details it just didnt work due to many reasons mostly my faults id say. She broke up with me about 3 weeks before the meetup i was scheduled to go to for months and my current gf was

going to as well, i invited her there months before but just as a friend because i really wanted to meet her and this was the best opportunity (the meetup is about 30 ish people from hots community we all used to be in before the game got killed). Then after the break up i had, i had some