sorry for this dumb thread, i just wanted to write it out idk everyday i miss her so much and cant wait to have my health issues resolved so i can fly to sweden see her again.
told me on day two after i kissed her for the first time that she loves me at first i didnt know what to do and was afraid of another long distance and this time much longer distance, but day after when we were going to be i in tears told her that i love also love her and weve been so happy since
weak nights emotiionally, it hurt me, even though i knew it was correct decision it still hurt, so in those moments i promised a make out to my current gf at the meetup (as she never even kissed anyone before that) and well it just lead to my feelings to her unlocking, but i wasnt the only one as
going to as well, i invited her there months before but just as a friend because i really wanted to meet her and this was the best opportunity (the meetup is about 30 ish people from hots community we all used to be in before the game got killed). Then after the break up i had, i had some
this was mid 22 to 23, then ive broke out of it and found someone i wanted to be with it, without going into much details it just didnt work due to many reasons mostly my faults id say. She broke up with me about 3 weeks before the meetup i was scheduled to go to for months and my current gf was
doesnt feel like she has any direction or anyone to look foward to. While my feelings to her were suppressed i still liked her more than just a simple friend online. So i tried to help out a lot. Then i was broken up and completely broken and for next year i was just not functional human being