weak nights emotiionally, it hurt me, even though i knew it was correct decision it still hurt, so in those moments i promised a make out to my current gf at the meetup (as she never even kissed anyone before that) and well it just lead to my feelings to her unlocking, but i wasnt the only one as

told me on day two after i kissed her for the first time that she loves me at first i didnt know what to do and was afraid of another long distance and this time much longer distance, but day after when we were going to be i in tears told her that i love also love her and weve been so happy since