doesnt feel like she has any direction or anyone to look foward to. While my feelings to her were suppressed i still liked her more than just a simple friend online. So i tried to help out a lot. Then i was broken up and completely broken and for next year i was just not functional human being

this was mid 22 to 23, then ive broke out of it and found someone i wanted to be with it, without going into much details it just didnt work due to many reasons mostly my faults id say. She broke up with me about 3 weeks before the meetup i was scheduled to go to for months and my current gf was