It's extra frustrating because my last remaining grandpa has laid out a bunch of money and shit to my cousin Chad right off the bat, a guy who is doing fine in literally everything, but my ma needs shit and he's just like "oh Pat, dont worry. When I die you'll have a lot coming to you."

and I'm now in the unenviable position of actively willing him to die. The MF will literally be 103 in January. He longs for death so he can be with his wife again who died in 2021. He *wants* to die and I'm just like SHIT OR GET OFF THE POT, GRAMPS