One person who’s supportive of me told me to get women’s clothes, I want to but how? I can’t wash them or put them anywhere, and my parents work at home too often. Even if I could wear them, I’d look like a freak. I’d never fit into them. I mean, I’m pretty andro as is fashion wise, but still.

I’ll never be anything more than a disappointment if I come out. I’m the most trapped I’ve ever been in my life. Even if some say they’ll support me I know they’ll never truly see me as a woman. I’d be nothing more than a degenerate pervert on my dad’s side of the family. Why even bother