Seriously. I’m never gonna be able to transition. Nobody will believe me and I can’t lose my family. “You just got that from the internet” probably. Which is rich, since I only started to interact with queer spaces online once I started to have these feelings about a year ago.

I literally found out what an egg was 24 hours ago lmao When I was your age (SORRY) the word "trans" was short for "transvestite" and that was something so unknown and horrible it wouldn't even dare be used like all those fun gay slurs they had. You were born this way. Full stop.

I guess to even be able to vocalize what I’m feeling is a start. It took me about 8 months to be able and tell anyone I had gender dysphoria, and even then I copped out and said “yeah but yk any pronouns.” I notice every “he”. I can’t even come out to my online friends, even tho one knows I think.