PAX Aus was amazing this year. Honestly my favourite part was checking out the indie board game area, some really cool games with awesome ideas, and a lot of kickstarters to follow now!
PAX is fun, despite the xiv line capping INSTANTLY. We even got there 90 minutes earlier. Also Gabe interrupted our countdown in the queue hall to announce that the steam deck is shipping in Australia in November :D
I want to be able to stop feeling anxious about living in my own home. Like I'm constantly on edge and just can't ever be comfortable. It's just become super clear I'm not wanted here. I just want to make my friends happy, it seems removing myself from existence might be the way to do that now.
I wish it was easier to have a pet while renting. I'm so tired of spending the very large majority of my free time alone.
I'd appreciate not having an anxiety attack and sleeping instead. My life has just truly been awful for the past 2 1/2 years no matter what I do, guess I should just stop hoping that it's going to get better.
Trying to stop having an anxiety attack at 4am over the fact I haven't been to Taekwondo in like 6 months. I really enjoy it and I kinda just feel like a failure. My anxiety has been so completely out of control.
Y'know, I chose the name I did specifically so my friends can call me some sorta nickname from that name. But now it just feels like I've made a mistake when people at work treat me with more familiarity.