there's still a high probability that it's cancer, especially now that i've got it in my collorbone area (checking all the boxes for some kinda lymph cancer) but one way or another i'll get an answer, and be able to chart a path forward. up until now, i've been stuck spinning in limbo

i'm hoping for the best, but regardless of where it goes, i'll know what i'm dealing with. i can face just about anything life throws at me, my resilience is beyond question at this point fear prevails in the absence of understanding. i'm very pleased that i might finally be free of said fear