fuck yeah now I'm seeing hairy caterpillar/tarantula things

the power is out at my apartment and I want to set myself on fire

I should, perhaps, specify that the weird shit I'm seeing is mostly in my peripheral vision and moving around like crazy. Maybe it's both sleep deprivation AND ghosts??? could I possibly be that lucky????

playing a fun new game today, it's called "is my apartment haunted, or am I seeing mysterious shit due to severe sleep deprivation?"

GOD I miss LJ. Or the way it was before it died in the English speaking world

I'm 3 autistic 5 gender. I wish it were 100% an opt-in system. Like, maybe when you turn 13 some adult would be like "hey kiddo, what gender are you?" and then you can start being that gender if you want. But if you're not interested you don't have to participate, and no one thinks it's weird

it's funny how unironically misandrist I was as a child. Not in the "boys are icky" way, but the "boys are violent and it's horrible" way. I was like an evangelist for encouraging boys to act more like girls. I literally recruited boys to defect to the girls' group playing my little pony at recess

At first I thought you meant a lobotomy and I was like OH SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE PHP helped me a whole lot though. Hopefully you won't need it, but it's good to remember it's an option

oh yeah, I remember wishing I could get a lobotomy, like, a little before I checked into a partial hospitalization program I think?

I am so insanely jealous of anyone who didn't have to grow up in the 90s or 00s. I look at old pictures of myself in my early 20s and I'm like, why the fuck was I insecure about literally anything???? because it was just so fucking bad back then it was impossible to be objective