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TsumuEi HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO DEAL WITH THE FACT MY OTP FROM 2016 MADE A COMEBACK IN 2024??????

Eichi knows that his love is one-sided now.

It’s all on him, at the end of the day. It was he who saw a bluebird a long time ago but looked only at the heavens beyond it. It was he who pushed away a hand extended to him, believing that the stage that awaits him has no use for foolish feelings.

The bluebird left him now, finding a new place to perch. The bluebird can never be his again.

This one-sided love is the price of his ambition. That simple love was something he sacrificed all for his dreams, even if he didn’t realize he did it then.

And the most ridiculous part is that if time is to turn back, he knows he would do it all over again.

Except perhaps, this time, he will not deny himself a day of respite.

An hour with just the two of them, singing without care until their throat gives out.
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#ivantill R-18 (ish) Love is such a vague word that it filled Till with disgust at the thought of it. Who came up with it? A four-letter anomaly that didn’t even taste the way it was spelled.

Love is such a vague word that it filled Till with disgust at the thought of it. Who came up with it? A four-letter anomaly that didn’t even taste the way it was spelled. 

This, however, was easy.

Ivan’s cock, pushed deep into his body that it might split him into two. Or more, if he was so lucky. Perhaps it would break him into tiny pieces so he didn’t have to think about his failure to be perfect and his failure to be human all at the same time.

The way their bodies moved against each other, desperate enough on Ivan’s part that Till could mistake it as violence.

He lived like this, on the edge of a crash. His heartbeat sang like this, a raw visceral song that his hands will never be able to transcribe into notes.  

Although, he had to choose to not look into Ivan’s eyes through it all.

Because he knew that despite it all, Ivan would look at him in that way that was far too complicated for him to ever deal with.

It was always easier to look away from something that made things more difficult than it should be.
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#현윶#hjyj

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#내가키운S급들#hjyj

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#OCsky#OriginalCharacter#oc_tober here too! Alfe/Kai 🐆🐈‍⬛ 3. greed a god who is greedy despite eternity meets someone who would give him everything despite having almost nothing

He wanted everything to the point that he could want for nothing. See, he stood here at the end of the world, alone and eternal, riches before his eyes and powers on his fingertips.

Yet all that mortals could get asked for never ended up being enough. 

But he didn’t know what he could ever ask for from here. Adoration? No, for the prayers of those around him made up enough for that. Love? No, not that. Love was too fickle.

He wanted to feel alive — a silly thing for a man who had forever to ask for.

And then there was the youth who came with the flowers. All sunshine, all smiles.

His polar opposite who only ever knows how to give.

And yet, when finally given the meager everything of a person easily, he found out that he cannot take it quite so willingly. 

He didn’t know what to do with this feeling.

And with a ray of sun he never asked for.
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Ok so… here’s my top loader blind bag PO :’)) Get a random unique top loader w/ every pull, only Rp. 10,000! All have hologram floral themes. For pick up at #cf19#comifuro19form.jotform.com/242815820316453

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#renheng 🪷

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#ivantill If love is the most sacred thing to humankind, then this is not love

If love is the most sacred thing to humankind, then this is not love. 

Ivan can’t say his feelings are sacred, see, when he wants to see Till ruined before his very eyes. But how can he help it? When Till is breathing hard, trembling and flushed under him, Till is as beautiful as anyone can be.

Love should be gentler, so different from the way he pushes his cock inside Till and fuck him hard. Love should be sweeter, so different from how tightly his hands take hold of Till’s waist. 

He wants to bruise Till — leave his skin blue under his touch. And when he kisses Till, he wants Till to forget that anyone else ever exist other than him.
Ivan wants to leave himself like a permanent scar on Till. Or rather, like a permanent open wound, always painful and always present.

This isn’t love. It might be desire, it might be lust, but it isn’t love.

He chases his own pleasure, his own selfish wishes.

And when Till reacts to him and sees only him as he spills, Ivan knows that he will never hold something sacred, not with how hard and desperate he gets for Till right at this second. 

But Till might.

Perhaps, it can be him, shallow as what he can give might be.
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Top loaders I made (will be available for purchase at #cf19@onlytruepain.bsky.social (will also be available at cf19)

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