Feelings suck. That is all.
When you snap awake to the realization that deep down a part of you has wanted to be Janine Melnitz since you first saw “Ghostbusters” in 1984.
I'm about to go burn down my medical insurer's local offices. Motherfuckers, I *NEED* insulin to SURVIVE and you're telling me I can't get a fucking refill before MID-FUCKING-NOVEMBER?!
I need to decide on my “forever name” as Stephanie is just an inversion of my given name. Which I don’t hate, but I still want to insert something to make it “mine,” I’m just not sure what. Then the court process. WA should be easy but I don’t think I’ll get my TX BC updated b/c Nazis.
I know that even after I figured things out in late 2019, that exact fear kept me from starting HRT until April of ‘23 because I wanted to get my head straight and make sure this wasn’t some mental breakdown manifesting itself. If I had only started sooner. Even now I still deal with that fear.
I’ve been known to (frequently) insert “Jimi Hendrix Christmas.” when frustrated.
(trying to contain niagara falls in my panties bc i just saw a woman voice) gosh
Oh hell. I say “criminy” a LOT.
Checking in on behalf of “holy moly” and “oh, my stars…” Plus being from the south originally I get an Advantage on attack rolls with and bonus damage for “bless your heart,” if I use my native TX accent. For some reason girl voice is easier with The Drawl as well.