good news: cons went good bad news: the horrors persist

feels like everything's crumbling in front of me, and I can't find sanity. I can't see a future and it's killing me. Like everything wrong is happening almost monthly

I'm hoping everything goes well at these next two cons and I know I keep saying that but I really do mean it I've never felt more frustration or anxiety in a long time

asking my parents for a new ipad is like asking them for a wii in 2008 it's just not realistic at this time

im just laughing bc you stay telling me to buy a $800+ device while my family financial situation is shit

another waitlist email

anime NYC emailing me this morning to tell me im definitely not getting innn IJBOL OKAAAAY

hoo boy

I think getting rejected or waitlisted over and over while the same 5 artists that sell shirts of a cat or bunny shitting on a toilet is soooo fbjdndjdjdjjdjdj