good news: cons went good bad news: the horrors persist

I'm hoping everything goes well at these next two cons and I know I keep saying that but I really do mean it I've never felt more frustration or anxiety in a long time

im just laughing bc you stay telling me to buy a $800+ device while my family financial situation is shit

another waitlist email

anime NYC emailing me this morning to tell me im definitely not getting innn IJBOL OKAAAAY

hoo boy

tbh the Midwest con scene sucks ass and I don't know how much longer I'll be tabling bc a lot of this is expensive and tiring. I have other passions calling out to me, it's becoming difficult to shell out this money , and I'm not sure how much longer I'll have someone able to assist me

very funny that a local con that just held its first full fledged convention this year, decided to book half the artist alley with out of state artists for it's second year. a bit of icarus flying too close to the sun if you ask me but what the fuck do I know

I wish they were real