Yeah. That’s exactly what it feels like. As if the thought of another possible 40 years of this isn’t constantly eating away at the back of my mind

Brass in Pocket. I take psych damage every time I hear it

I’ve had doctors be like: well, hey! At least it isnt shortening your life! And i don’t know how to express how shitty that feels to hear

You know, like what abled people think happens for disabled people

There sure is a lot of information in there and I can access none of it.

For me its the Burt Ward Gentle Giants dog food.

Its okay. I had 6 months of stability, which is now my standing record. I’ll get there again. I cast a spell of: finding just enough money for a little treat in a forgotten jacket pocket” and hope your day gets brighter

Bruh i forgot about this bc my memory is like swiss cheese. This is a nice new kick in the dick all over again. If you think you have the k word pass please form an orderly queue and i will set your ass straight

Oh yeag you know. Brain has decided to set its drapery alight but i persist nevertheless

I swear I'm not trying to be cold but I'm managing several complex medical conditions at once as well as still doing long term recovery from surgery. I am unbearably exhausted.