Faint uptick in temperature and persistent abdominal pain today, so looking at emergency department wait times, because kidney infection :/ The antibiotics haven't made a dent in it so far.
What *I* mean even lmao
Currently balls deep in my media on Twitter and deleting everything because of the new fucked up policies. Firstly, I've done a lot of art. Secondly, that's an old account. Thirdly, I fucking hate what Gen-AI based in theft has turned the world into. I mean the world sucked, you know what mean.
Me about this character in an omegaverse I'm writing: he's climbing the mt everest of getting dicked down Pause. Me: That's also a description of how much this week has fucked me.
Folks, if you've ever really gone through it, and come out the other side, what were your reasons for staying alive? I'd really like to hear some <333
But I feel like if I created a structure around that, I would feel like I was getting stuff done, without feeling like 20 different things are pressing in on top of me.
I miss reading novels, but at the same time I know that my brain is like this. Likewise with the ADHD, and wanting to do 'too many things at once' I recently had the idea of picking two per week and rotating. Whether that's 'socialising and gaming' or 'cross-stitch and art.' Idk if this is doable!
I feel like I have fiction years, and nonfiction years, and TV years, and manhwa years. This year is a TV year and a manhwa year. I've been watching all kinds of TV, and finally got around to Devs, The Bear, and now The Patient.
And ableism is the right word for it, because it's the exact same view that prompts the greatest hits of "people who use assistive devices without actually NEEDING them are harming themselves" and "taking psychiatric medication means you're weak and pathetic"
