it didn't. I'm just a ball of anxiety. a very tired ball of anxiety. but if that last phone call wasn't answered I Was going to call someone to check and make sure my family didn't succumb to some terrible atrocity

women will be awake several hours past the point where they wanted to be due to the horrors (I'm women) September is not a good month for me when it comes to loss, so I'm more negatively unhinged than normal. so, since nobody was picking up various phones, I thought something terrible happened

it's true!! I'll just be going shopping later probably. might wear leggings because like fuck am I wearing denim. she'll have some time to calm down before I have to sit anywhere else the pain isn't so bad afterwards actually. less during if my good friend aspirin is around

nobody really Needs to hear about it but it makes me happy!!!!! the first time I had it done I was so scawed and newvous but I fucking love sphinxing it, I was almost like LOOK!!! LOOK AT HER but of course I wouldn't actually but the temptation was there simply because I was ecstatic lmao

I have a waxing appointment tomorrow and at this rate I'm going to start making a map of countries I've had my coochie snatched in. so far it's going to be two

we need to hire two more people Yesterday because we're going to be fucked over peak. if anyone gets sick over peak, it's basically Over otherwise

I've been getting the dregs of work tea while I've been away, and the person they chose to hire bombed their training and failed their qualifying test. they're also uninterested in a rewrite because they just started college 🤡

but I can absolutely tell you for free that my legs going numb or being unable to move for the nerve pain if I'm laying on my stomach is not a core strength issue

nothing to write home about any of my levels is extremely not right because I literally have two properly diagnosed inflammatory issues. I'm literally waiting on an MRI to see what the hell is going on in my lower back.. there's nothing I can do about it right now but I might request more bloodwork

I was able to get in touch with my doctor's reception yesterday because I needed to have my bloodwork results forwarded to my physiotherapist - problem is, my blood looked normal. like, no notes. that is a problem because my blood is super fucking haunted (she only Looks normal. but watch out!!!)