It's all fine mate, it's always good to have this kind of conversations. It's a way to vent for me I guess.
I think the 90% of the commissions I make on a month are Diaper themed, I can draw mostly anything (with some exceptions). I was planning to raise my prices two months ago, but I don't think my style its good enough for that change yet. And i'm there will be people that wont be able to get a comm.
I mean, I'm already sacrificing most of my free time, I barely get to play the games i want (aka, the thing i care the most on my life) just because I can't stop working. And worse is that i can get the enjoyment i need, since i think of how much i need to come back to work in each play session.
That's why I tend to leave my SFW account unattended, because A. Nobody cares about it and B. I can't use it for comms because it doesnt have pamps on it. And even with my Ko-fi available in there, can't get it to get anyone to donate, even if i could make the best pics ever.
I could do more personal stuff, but i like to use my free time to play games and chat with friends, but since commissions are my only option, that free time stays at a margin. If i dont get paid enough each month for me to use more of my free time, there wont be more personal art
Sadly commissions are my only form of income, would like to have a subscription method, but I need it be compatible with Paypal and at the same time that allows me to submit NSFW content without problem, my last option would be pixiv, but i dislike how the site works.
To be honest, I would love to make more art besides pamp stuff, do not misunderstand me, I really love pamp stuff, but i feel people only like my stuff because of the pamps, and not because my art is good. Maybe one day I will get to improve to the point people like my art no matter the theme...