it’s deliberately terse, and if it doesn’t talk about what we want done or what kind of ‘rehabilitative process’ we want to happen, it’s because the only way I could force myself to be at all dispassionate was by not mentioning those things

in some ways her behaviour was worse than the statement suggests. but I was in this state where I was bouncing back and forth between wanting to defend her and hating her, and to an extent I still am. I suspect if I had tried to get into that it would have been a lot messier