with this much distance from it, looking at the by my count twelve visible scars she left me, I will say that I don’t think I can take any reparative or rehabilitative process she wants to do seriously, so she’s going to have to do them without my blessing if that’s the way she wants to go

I haven’t found any of her apologies convincing or meaningful, but I don’t want her to try and make any more to me. I’ve thought about her as much as I ever want to, and she and everyone else will just have to deal with that as they choose