Before I go to bed I need to post a quick rant on a situation at school. So some background. Last year I was in school for less than 3 months the rest of the time I was in PHP/IP/Residential. I struggle with #self-harm#bipolar1#PTSD#eatingdisorder. So basically I'm screwed. But 1/?

Took my #bipolar1#POTS#eds#chronicillness#hoco#highschool#bipolarsky#tired#sleepneeded

THEM: But you seem fine and sound great! ME: *thinks about the hundreds of discarded drafts where I couldn't remember words or make them line up in a correct pattern or tone, or just stared blankly at the screen* ME: So it seems... #NEISvoid#pwME#MECFS#CogFog#AuDHD

MD today “all pain is the same… kidney, bladder, knee, menstrual, back pain… There’s no distinction. It’s all the same and it’s in your head.” I thought #DisabilitySky#MedSky would appreciate the FYI in case you or your patients haven’t tried “Willing away chronic illness” yet.

It's exhausting suffering from #Anxiety I seem to be in a constant state of anxiety at the moment

I'm so exhausted. I have to go to school early tmr. Don't wanna. Means I have to be up an hour earlier than I was today to be at school over an hour earlier than I was today. Stress. Also sleep deprivation won't help the mixed episode. #hoco#peprally#choir#highschool#bipolarsky#bipolar1

One thing about my phase of living with Bipolar Disorder for the last ten years I deal with frequently is medication. It mostly works, sometimes it doesn’t. Sometimes it has side-effects. The one I hate is photo-sensitivity. The sun just levels me in no time flat. Texas is not great for that.

My mental health acts up when the seasons change. Anyone else? I notice it most at the beginnings of fall and spring. There’s an external energy shift that’s reflected in my brain. It’s not necessarily negative, just noticeable.

#chronicillness#memes