values me enough to remain friends but fuck.....if he inevitably moves on i don't know how i'm gonna feel 🥺 thanks for coming to my ted talk.

but anyway....i'm coping fine i think but when im alone it feels fucking awful, like i never should have broken up w him in the first place. but i really wanted to stay single/celibate and i let him slip through my fingers over time and i will never not be hurt by this 😭 im grateful he at least

huge fucking mistake (not cheating i just prematurely pushed him away in order to protect myself from his sense of humor) and by doing this i not only hurt him but myself. im just rambling bc i dont have any friends 😅 and the two that know know that i sound like a broken fuckin record atp

for him in the first place. idc if he sees this because we have no animosity towards each other but i think im just shocked that i would suppress these emotions for so long that id let it eat me alive for 6 fucking months. 😭 i think the time passage apart from him is what made me realize. i made a

rejected usually it's too one sided to feel like a rejection or i get ghosted. and we were once head over heels for each other and i guess the major sting from all this is that i realize in my subconscious ive been holding onto him all this time. which is what brought me to tell him i had feelings

im right there with you babe!! 🍻🫶🏼

thank you for sharing this pain with me 😭💔🥺🫶🏼 i've had it on repeat all day yesterday 😭😭😭

it's so insane that he doesn't have it on spotify it's deadass my favorite song of his 💔 (and in case you're interested, the original track is by lazerhawk with the same name. THAT one is available on spotify) just idk, the lyrics they hit me soo good 😭😭😭

omg people are ALWAYS asking me to do logos but that's not my brand at all, imma send em your page from now on cuz these are way better than what i could ever do😍

been through this too. he BEGGED me to get a therapist, i did it for HIM. and the therapist told me to leave his ass 💀 she even was like "fuck him"